I am IN-EXISTENT, but in the eyes of those who understand, I EXIST. I am EVIL, but to people who learned to dig deep within me, became the definition of GOOD. I am NUMB, but to a few whom I learned to like and trust, I became the MOST SENSITIVE person they ever knew. I am SIMPLE, yet COMPLEX. To the world I am NOTHING, but to the lives I've touched, i may be EVERYTHING. In whatever way you may accept me, I'd still be WHO I AM..

Monday, July 22, 2013

Best Things Are Worth Waiting For...

          Its hard to choose the best one for you... I was recently decided to end my 1st job to seek for a better opportunity for me. I want to have a job inline in my field.

          My firs job was also related to my field but I really want to the industry, it was an academe which is also my school in college. Before graduation maybe a week I with my friends are looking for a job but it was a hard time for us. We are interviewed but unfortunately didn't get hired. It continues until the end of April almost a month after graduation. The thought in my mind was I will accept whatever the first job to offer. Then I received a message from my college dean and want me to do a work for them for a week as part time because they knew that i don't have one. I was thinking if i will accept the job or  not, but because I had a hard time looking for a job, I accept it. It was also the first job offered in me.

          I was a graphic artist for a week. It passed and they say if I can stay a week more then I said yes. Since I have no job, they offer me that I can stay until i get the job I want. I accept it. Though i was working I still find time to search for a job but unfortunately I didn't find one. I'm not that lucky in finding job. I worked for almost 9 months and then I made up my mind that I will resign to do what I want and to look for something better for me.

          I continue to look for a job, its been 2 and a half months of searching. I applied in different companies, my target that time is in manila. I go in Manila almost 2 times a week for interview but I always failed. Then the last company I applied for was in Manila, I've done 3 interviews on the same day and I'm positive that i will get hired. The last thing to wait is their president because it happened that he was outside the country. I'm very happy that time but I need to wait for 3 weeks. I decided to wait for it and not to apply to any company since I always get failed every time and I almost spend money too much. I always wait for their call everyday. Then 2 weeks after another company call me, this company was based in our province, and not that far from my place. I was also interested because the work was really related to my field. I go to the interview, It was also a series of interviews almost 3 interviews and I passed then told me to wait for a call. then on the 3rd week in which the last waiting week for my apply in manila suddenly the two company texted me for final interview on the same day. Its very hard to choose weather in manila or in our province. I was undecided that time but I need to send my confirmation that day. 

          Is it my passion or my profession? It was really tough but I decided to be in my profession. I can do part time for my passion and I want to learn a lot in my profession. I send my apology to the company in Manila and go to the final interview in our province. Then I start to work and learn from them. The job I have now was very new for me. Working on servers and IT stuffs makes me more knowledgeable in my profession. It was a great opportunity for me. I was starting my career now and building a strong foundation for my future. Indeed I realized that what they say is true. That best things are worth waiting for :) Feeling Blessed